saving perfection for another day

we are married to our job. period.

it was a normal working days as any other. i was busy in the ward as usual.

I stood over to take ABG for an elderly patient at the acute cubicle. Sensed a flow from my nostril. Perhaps i caught a cold i thought, carelessly wipe away with my forearm (avoiding contact withthe latex gloves).

There is faint trail of blood stained on my forearm now. My nose were bleeding.

nothing to be alarmed about. i reacted coldly and calmly. as if it doesnt concerned me. Held my mind off it, continue taking the ABG.

my emotion bleached by the constant repeatative tasks.

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finding myself not able to sleep again tonite despite weary from a lengthy day of work. my mind wandering off somewhere else, seeking comfort.

i’d usually take effort to do thing till perfection, but lately, i’d save perfection for another day.

Quicky

it been ages since i last updated my blog…
been ages since i am even tempted to blog…

why?
no time
too tired

there is enough interesting things that happened to talk about… to bad my line of work need my 120% of energy

1 week in BTN
2 week in Lumut Induction
and 1 day later
i am in Kuantan General Hospital as a houseman

a rapid transition from a “goyang-kaki” dude to a fast-moving life in orthopaedic department

in my department, we mostly handles cases with various kinds of fractures, cellulitis, diabetic foot, necrotising fascitis etc

my work revolves with the wards, the public clinic, the OT (operation theater), HDW calls and 1st-call

(ps: HDW = high dependancy wards)

works 7 days a week

if u wondering how i am doing? i am doing fine.
i think some frens got it worse getting posted in other departments

love my job, hates the long hours

pray for me and fellow collegues who are hard-at-work to saves lives every single day