"milosci od pierwszego wejrzenia" - poem by Wislawa Szymborska

这样的笃定是美丽的，
但变化无常更是美丽。

缘分将他们推近，驱离，
憋住笑声
阻挡他们的去路，
然後闪到一边。

有一些迹象和信号存在，
即使他们尚无法解读。有一晚，也许同样的梦，
到了早晨变得模糊。

每个开始
都只是续篇，
这情节多端的作品
都还只是看到一半。

Beautiful is such a certainty,
but uncertainty is more beautiful.

What of the streets, stairways and corridors
where they could have passed each other long ago?

chance had been playing with them.Not yet wholly ready
to transform into fate for them
it approached them, then backed off,
stood in their way
and, suppressing a giggle,
jumped to the side.

There were signs, signals:
but what of it if they were illegible.Perhaps they had the same dream on a certain night,
suddenly erased after waking.

Every beginning
is but a continuation,
and the book of events
is never more than half open.

Day 01: Perhentian Diving Trip

Hi, while waiting for my diving refreshment course to start at 4pm, so i am again lured by the power of technologies and got myself into the cybercafe here in Pulau Perhentian. Today is my 1st day in Pulau Perhentian. 5 hour trip from Kuantan lead me to the jetty, then another 45 mins of rocky ride across the sea.

Met couple of tourist from Omen and Holland… and I feel like i’m pretty much the only Malaysian around the island (exaggerated, but seriously, not many Malaysian tourist here).

Btw, my instructor is a cute Japanese girl… hehes ..Juju is her name :p

anyway, since it is 35 cents per minute rate for the internet, i need to type is a speeding bullet to save some bucks…

i’ll write more later, see u guys…

Viva Italia

It has been a week now since i’m back from Italy trip…come to think of it, i really had a good time there, resting and enjoying~

The trip started on 4th Jan 2006, just 2 days after my final exam…reached Rimini airport at noon and greeted by our trip guide, Olga Bari…then, we went straight to San Marino, which is somewhat a Fortress on the mountain…

My First impression in Rimini is that it is not very modern but rather a quiet town/city… first, our bus scroll through the town area where i saw some shops and houses. Mainly, it look like any town in Malaysia, but most houses here are Bungalow. It is quite green in Rimini and the weather is just nice. Cooling and nice.

Soon, our journey change into a more rural part of Rimini. In no time, our bus was flying through endless hills of crops. It is later told that Rimini people live on agriculture, so is many other parts of Italy. And they are world second large producer of olive oil.

to be continue…

Darkness Lurks in Every Corner

There was a time in life when I thought knowing all the RIGHT ANSWER makes you successful. Soon enough, I learned that one need to know the WRONG ANSWERS too. Making a wrong turn teaches you how not to stray off-course the next time.

Afterward, it becomes clear that even knowing all kinds of answer doesn't make any more successful either. It only makes you wiser.

Most people look at their achievement as measurement for Success. Yet, little realized that the essence lies in THE WAY you achieve such feats. As things appears to be, there is always an answer/ a solution. But there can be many ways to obtain them: the righteous ways, and the immoral ways.

As time pass, life changes. Nothing stay as innocent as they are before. There comes a time when your integrity is challenged. When you were made to choose which way u want it. Don't fret! If you see it the way I see it, it wasn't a hard choice. Unfortunately, most people are too obsess with the many things they are afraid to lose. Some crave for unrealistic fame, and that they sold their soul. They stray far from the path of righteousness in order achieve what they lusted. And naturally, they do get what they longed for… but perhaps, they are missing the point!

What makes me sad is to see people i once thought i knew gave in those temptations. Some do it even when they know it is wrong, some did it because others do it… "not like it is a big deal, everyone else is doing it" They defended. 

Eventually, it will hurt your conscious. You'll struggle but soon realized it is an inescapable box. Why? What's done is done. You can't possibly turn back time. Good thing is some is remorseful and choose to repent. Others simply accepted this dark-side and let it grew darker. Not enough that they want to achieve their goals in their wicked ways, they get jealous easily. They would hurt you every chance they get, every possible way there is.

Maybe it is the guilt that is killing them...

Nice Park near Первая городская больница

Discovered a park next to Первая городская больница (Moscow 1st City Hospital). Never notice this place before..

It look fabulous…there is a bridge linking to somewhere..and the whole park is so nice..with boat ride and everything. Spring is nice in Moscow, with all the snow stowed away, and flower blooming everywhere 

Pathology Anatomy Class

my fren took some photo during our path-anatomy class the other day… i like this one particularly 

Well, if u can’t spot me, i am the one who is observing the slide

The man next to me is my teacher, a cheerful teacher. He has a good command in English, but makes me laugh coz he sometimes forgot some words in English, and he forgot the word even in Russian too.

Anyway, I enjoy his class and feel very happy to be taught by him this semester…